Al Gravitar Rodando

..people watch too many love movies,read too many love books, listen to too many love songs.

Here’s the scene:

- Place I hate but I had to agree to go….

-  … highlights…(not on me)

- Awkward silences..

- Looking at the clock every 5 mins…

To make a long story short.. I learnt one thing people look, and want a love story.. something out of a Hollywood movie..

I’m sure you knew this.. but it applies to men too..

He asked me about Chemistry .. and I answered that I was concentrated on my tiramisu not looking at any chemistry…

.. and I guess he was offended..

Why does every time one goes out with someone it has to be because your looking for something?

And as I’ve mentioned before.. and when your not looking for anything? then what…

If it’s meant to be from a movie instead of  those romance flicks.. or Gone with the wind..

I want something more Annie Hall…

I found a very interesting article that answers this question, I decided to post here..because I think there are so many differences between all of us that we are not even aware of and we could learn from.

The question is:

In what language do deaf people think? I think in English, because that’s what I speak. But since deaf people cannot hear, they can’t learn how to speak a language. Nevertheless, they must think in some language. Would they think in English if they use sign language and read English? How would they do that if they’ve never heard the words they are signing or reading pronounced? Or maybe they just see words in their head, instead of hearing themselves? –Cathy, Malvern, Pennsylvania

The answer is here..

http://www.straightdope.com/columns/031226.html

 On a different note…

I tend to read a lot in topics like these,Its nice to be understanding instead of just ignoring and passing by.. but just think of yourself if you were blind,deaf etc and you were ok with it and went on with your life .. but had people not getting it and feeling bad for you and treating you as if you were incapable of things..

So articles like the one above just prove there are so many hidden facts that are just not explained.

For example Autism is something that I like learning from from the day when I met a little boy who had it, he was 9yrs old , he held my hand and took me for a walk in circles.. and nurses well they say he couldn’t understand what I said.. but he was holding my hand tight..and he liked loud noises,pulling my hair  and jumping..

I’m so sure, and I’m sure mothers and relatives out there think the same as I that deep in their world they still have a way to communicate with us.. they do feel the love we give..

A prove of this can be found here:

http://abcnews.go.com/Health/story?id=4311223&page=1

and I have so much faith eventually there will be a way for US  to understand them… because the one thing I’m sure about no matter what the nurse said is that  when I made loud noises and jumped as he did and he liked, he was smiling.

Somehow we understood each other..

And if you are a girl and you are reading this.. Honest.. have you ever been in a situation where you would give anything to be able to do more than screaming to a stranger  who disrespected you..????? WELL I HAVE…

 So yesterday we were  having A drink before going to a friend’s bday party, and a kick bboxing competition was on TV some people found it terrible and violent.. some others like ” Damnn that’s cool.”

In a world were one could choose skills, I’d probably would like to be strong.. I’m damn weak and have nothing to do about it..I’m 100 pounds and 5′4..

Even hammering metal sometimes is so so hard.. carrying machines around is so bad..

Then they come.. those situations where you just wish you could go nuts on a person and make them shut up..

Yesterday thinking about it and Natural born killers came to mind…Mallory Knox.

And GOD knows I’m very calm, don’t support violence, I support more an argument with facts..BUT.. If you have a look at this you will know what I mean..

That must feel so good ( until the killing shooting bloody parts :P)! Love this movie by the way.. hahaa..

but then again I wonder.. If I actually could fight people.. I probably would be getting into fights all the time..” WHY YOU BE BLINKING AT MEEEEEEEEE!!!!!! “… and then grab your socks and tie them Rambo style do a triple flying Van Damme style kick and run behind the guy, get him kick him scratch him, balance him on the air, bite him,make him iron my clothes, then sit on top of him and say ” MAN SAY YOU GONNA TREAT LADIES RIGHT AND THAT MY BAG IT’S PRETTY!!!!!!! ” ahahaha (I’m not that extreme :D, but I’d be fun)

So I’ll stick to wishing, and will avoid any sort of lessons of Jujitsu, Tae kwon do, Judo, Kick boxing, Self defense, Sumo, Aikido, Boxing, Karate,Kung fu, Sushi ,Tai Chi Chuan, Muay Thai, Shukokai etc etc etc

(unless it’s the guy that stole my camera)

That’s all I’m gonna say..

 In less than a year I’ve been stolen of my video camera , my cel, my key and now yesterday my Cybershot and I’m so damn mad coz I know who it was..

I live in Costa Rica here $400 what my camera was worth is many people monthly wage.. so do you math of what this represents to me..

These things try to hold me back.. get stolen from your own house is the worst thing that can happen .. you should be safe home..

I work 2 jobs Wake up at 4am Mon to Sat to be able to have good things not even for me not to brag.. for getting the materials I need ot become a jeweller.!!!

I have so many things to buy so many necessary things to buy  that $400 less are a kick in the womb .. I’m terribly mad.. but at the same time I smile because I believe in KARMA.. I’m a good person and I would never do anything like this to anybody.. specially a person I know that hustles to get their things.

 *sniff*

But I’ll get another  one and even better one even if i have t pay $20 a week for 2 yrs because I can’t buy it cash anymore.. but I won’t let this get  me back..

“He who has a why to live for can bear almost any how.” Friedrich  Nietzsche
“Nothing can resist the human will that will stake even its existence on its stated purpose.”
Benjamin Disraeli

“You must have long term goals to keep you from being frustrated by short term failures.”
Charles C. Noble

“First say to yourself what you would be; and then do what you have to do.” Epictetus

The pond…

Damn cold but we do it barefoot…

You can check the videos and the panoramic viws here.. Can’t take credit for any of these pictures but be sure to go www.psynomads.com tothe galery to see more..

Panoramic:
http://www.psynomads.com/images/campamento/Panoramica-Bosque-Nuboso_1.jpg
http://www.psynomads.com/images/campamento/Panoramica_2_med.jpg  (http://www.psynomads.com/images/campamento/Panoramica-Bosque-Nuboso_3.jpg

Videos:

Awsome party,awsome place all surrounded by clouds and when clear a beautiful view, awsome activity with great music.. lots of dancing and unity.. very spiritual.

Kisses!

By far my Louise Lecavalier is my favorite dancer, she just has so much personality, strength and image .. besides an incredible talent…

 You can see the other version here..http://youtube.com/watch?v=8q876pJ0tWE

www.psynomads.com

Will be here send me good vibes and wish me luck will be dancing like a mad woman  for 2 days in a row then resting and bumming around for  1 day..

Dance, when you’re broken up.
Dance, if you’ve torn the bandage off.
Dance in the middle of the fighting.
Dance in your blood.
Dance, when you’re perfectly free.
– rumi –

…That I just don’t think there should be only one day to celebrate love..and puffy hearts are puffy hearts, filled chocolates are filled chocolates, and dinner and flowers .. what does all of that mean? I find it all so empty.. but that’s just my plain opinion..