On laundry becoming magical and getting fed up with routine
I’m writing from my bed..Something is on the TV, I have music on, and it’s 9:00pm and what can I say…sometimes with all the daily mess, with being tired many many times, with some days that I wake up really wanting to stay in bed all day..I get really fed up.
I hate routine I really do in general in life, in relationships, in friendships… I guess I’m a bit unstable…but as of late and fully out of the blue, I started thinking that rutine might not be as bad as it seems, depends on the place you are and the people around you…and what you are doing…
Who knows, I have a lot of questions these days, and not one answer…and as I said some days I get so frustrated and days like today I just focus on cleaning up my working space, doing some drawing, laundry, is some sort of counciousness that one way or another, after you work more than 8 hours a day the silly, simple things give so much satisfaction.
I don’t know if I’m making any sense but I was asked about what I do during the weekends, and well I put my hair in a bun, get some flip-flops and clean this whole house, do some cooking, drink tea, watch movies, do laundry, and how can I explain at 9:00pm after a day of just doing the most common tasks.. I feel so good.
Was it 9pm or 9am?
Either way, it’d all be that much more “perfect” if it was raining.
If it makes you feel any better, I feel the same every now and then, mostly every “then”, and long ago decided to be content with how I feel and not try to make too much sense out of it.
Sometimes it just easier to questions and contemplate our personal satisfactions/frustrations while cleaning and doing laundry, at least at the end of the day, or the next morning, cleanliness surrounds us, like an unexpected and refreshing summer rain.
Enjoy!
you rule natalia! i’m going thru the same thing due to my new meds. ugghhh … meds