Today was my bday and all the time I get extremely melancholic on my birthdays, I always think well I will never be that age again and start thinking of all the things during that year.
According to my mom when they did my little parties I would start pouting and crying when they sang my happy birthday, or would hide, even once took a blanket and said I was asleep.
Ironically all my birthdays always end up being so special in one way or another, today was like a “shake” negative toughs off day.
To make a long story short I spent time laughing, buying japanese teas the ones that bloom..
Eating like a pig, A PIG, having wonderful conversations, healing ..
Walking under the rain, drinking HUGE coffees, Flower Essences, learning about my new town.
All and all such a sweet day that left me charged up for what’s coming.. there is always something waiting for us.
I write you from my bed with a bit of fever ((((( rain I think )))) but with such peace and such feeling of normalcy, of hope..
I have so much to tell you and show you! Can’t believe I haven’t blogged in so long …
But I don’t see myself doing anything else..
This little ring is going to the hand of a lady with the name of a flower, that owns an Art Gallery in Idaho.
Took 8 hours to make this ring and I’m extremely happy with it..
Sooon so so so soon I will have time to sit back and just make jewelry like this..
I’ll tell you soon..
Hope you are having a beautiful beautiful afternoon
After 10 days of a semi-vacation I’m on my way back to Guatemala, the days where so long, it was wonderful had enough time to do all the things I was hoping I would do (minus-beach) ..
Friends and family , had so many good conversations that truly fill me up and charge me for another round of changes and decision making that have knocked at my door..
I think when you open up with people about your fears that kind of leads people to do the same and in a way end up helping each other.. we have to go through many experiences ourselves to learn but hearing about others overcoming obstacles is sure to lift our hopes and spirit..
I am extremely grateful at all the opportunities coming up and hoping along the way to follow my instincts and grow as a person
It’s not been easy adjusting to a new county but today sitting here at the airport feels like is the right decision every day I wake up there, it feels like I had to be there..
Being by yourself , a bit lonely yes, homesick yes.. But these last 3 months have been so intense that I feel is time to go back to a bit of a routine, to stop running for a while and focus on me, not my work, not my house, not anyone else but me…more on this later..
When I’m home in CR I feel great, I love it but I just don’t feel to go back yet.. I know eventually one day I will go back..
Right now my head is flowing with ideas, trying to get it all together so I can balance custom orders,Etsy and new designs all without feeling overwhelmed and still trying to do my best. I think I have to wake up earlier, I secretly envy those who start their day at 5am with a run..
I wake up when I wake up.. Some days extremely lazy pulling the covers for 10 more minutes, then others bouncing out of bed extremely hyper..