Al Gravitar Rodando

 So I was having coffee in the teather cafe.. and as a result of a lot of caffeine.. decided to break into the teather to go play piano..(as if i play piano)

So I was running like a mad woman (please don’t mention that I run like a little girl..)

 And when I got there there was in the last step .. a block in the stairs  stopped me.. couldnt go in because of my heels…Then a guard came over…

 And I ran once again..

The lesson:

… don’t ever drink expresos and break into a teather…

Today I sit here and I have a question, because I don’t know if it’s just me, that I have some person that hates me and does voodoo on me, or maybe Karma it’s hunting me..

But well , I often get this feeling that when things are going great, I’ll get killed by a truck, well maybe not AS dramatic, but I do have the feeling that something it’s going to happen to make things not work. Insecurity? I know..

Then again sometimes it’s our own fears that makes us spoil things, I’m a strong believer that if you are a pessimist bad things come your way, and if you are positive. well you know..

Why all this ramble? I’ve had the worst week recorded on my life, last week was just a rush of emotions all things at once I bursted..Why?

Well I was going to rent a house, beautiful house perfectly what I needed and super cheap , so the landlord tells me he wants me to live there and that he will call me next Friday.

Thursday I get assaulted, random man tries to get my bag, pushes me and well he only got the Ceil I had in my hand.. So I got no phone.. landlord was meant to call me the next day, I had absolutely no way to reach him, and I bursted and cried and cried in the middle of the road it’s just impossible, in 2008 first this now again?

Too much next day I walk like a zombie on the street, I get to an internet cafe and I leave my usb key there I go back and the asian man says he didnt see it. Gone too.

So all weekend I spent in my bed being sad thinking and thinking why when all things seem right something comes to spoil it.. and I’m still mad but the only thing I could think that mademe feel better is that life is not perfect.. and as soon as you are reaching that PERFECTION point something has to happen to balance you.

So I’m sad these days.. but i’ll get over it.. chocolate and going to class will fix me to go backto the workaholic, non sleeping madwoman I am..

A while ago I mentioned I got a new job for the weekend.. www.spanishpod101.com.. It’s pretty funny.. I do the Costarican series..

So pretty much we teach people the slang from Costa Rica.. and talk about the country things that are common on the streets so on..

The series are a fun project , and I never realized until I heard myself in the studio that I sometimes have the voice of a 12 yr old..and I go from serious to making hundreds of noises like weee..yay..wooo..bla bla.. I sound bipolar..but still obviously its all good quality recordings I’m just the weird one :P..

I’m very happy with this…

It’s very hard to work 6 days a week but it’s paying off. I got a new torch for the workshop and 2 sets of files..the torch is similar to this one.. just used with regular gas.. I wanted an Acetylene  one but I would have to get it overseas. IN THE FUTURE I WILL! …

I needed been working on new designs.. but well you already know the camera story..so I can’t show anything..

I’ll see if  I can buy this one this week..

The reviews I’ve read are fine and well I like the touch screen factor of it..

Since I’m all damn busy the whole time I barely have time to go out or read which is annoying and got nothing substantial to write about.

So I just leave you with an elephant having a splash

My best Friend!

Dancing wih good ol’ Carlos..

yeeee

So I really want to have my workshop for silversmith  ready.. you know I live in Costa Rica and It’s very complicated to get certain things here, so we have to get them from the states..shipping is terrible..

Anyways.. I need to save up and 2008 I have many hopes.. in order to accomplish all the things I want i need to invest my money well so I got a second job and people think I’m mad..

Right now I have an office Job and with this one will work Saturday afterclass in the afternoon and probable 2 others day I choose during the week in the afternoon.. but well I will be earning 2 full wages..

To what point it’s killing one self or sacrificing to achieve a goal..

I don’t care either way I’m getting new tools and I’m so happy .. and friends ask ” when will you have the time to make jewellery if you work so much?” .. when? well my sacred Sundays and there will be one day where I will have everything set up , even art up in the walls and I will be doing this all day ..

I’m very happy  and exited, it’s making things faster.. wile some are swimming, I’m getting a motor boat… is a feeling that people going through the same can understand..

The other job it’s pretty funny I’ll write more about it when I’m done with the first part and I can show you a link so you see it..

I know there will be stress still, but belive me I get stressed then I get out of work and buy a jeweller saw and a couple of stones and it’s priceless.. I walk down the street with a smile as if I was in love ..

Wish me luck!

Every day is the same routine of getting up, go to work/study, same same thing, then there’s certain people I  that are used to getting up at 4am and cooking breakfast and stretching and watching the sun come out at 5am.

How can I learn that? I’ve been waking up at 4am , 6 days of the week for a year and I’m still not getting the hold of it.. my brain is very plain I guess.. sees it all dark says “Go back to bed woman”.

Which implies I got no clock inside myself that makes me wake up at the righ time, I try and end up waking at 2am, 3am anytime but the right time, I trust one dodgy alarm clock powered by a single AA battery more than myself. 

The day lasts longer ,certainly does but also your sleepiness (or mine) lasts longer, by the time is like 2 pm I feel like I have a bowling ball for a head balancing on a needle(wich would be my neck… not that I have an unreal skinny neck) THE POINT IS .. I happen to have lapses when I think I wont make it..

It’s been a year.. and I’m still the same.. waking at 8 am is such a pleasure on Sundays..

To finish I would like to say I really envy the people who don’t live out of 5 or 4 hours of sleep as I do!

Adios!

( Image from http://www.cagle.com/ Daryl Cagle really good cartoonist btw)

If I could get one like this would be the best choice hahaha! I can dreamm..

I’m looking for a house with room but I think it’s so annoying to move specially over the years more and more things come my way , so it’s more things to move around a bigger truck.. and fixing things up..

I think privacy is one of the most important things, walk around in whatever clothes if you want clothes.. put any music on, any scent on.. don’t wash the dishes until tomorrow if you want, have wine in the fridge and candles everywere..a house reflects taste. 

One thing is for sure no roomates, I’ve had so many problems with people , one in particular who did a lot of noise with his girlfriend.. (not worth mentioning details)

I like peace and calm and cooking, and no people using my jewellery or conditioner!!! hahaha…!

So yes the search begins.. I won’t move unless I find something flawless. My last place the living room wall was a mirror all the way to the roof so not as I am a vanity freak but for dancing and yoga was like having a studio home..

I’m very positive with the changes this year!

YEEE we love this woman! Celebrating Jose Pablo coming from Europe for 9 days.. he is great! and giving her a party with  her 2 best friends..( how corny :D)

So sorry for the drunken classic pictures.. but even when dodgy they are our memoirsssss

 (damn messy hair)..

Is not like  I dress like a bum…(sometimes I do).. But all the “event” deal really bores me.. I waited for 2 girls to get ready to go to the party with me from 5pm to 8:30pm..

Acrylic nails, hair done, make up, pedicure, all this stuff.. my getting ready was put the dress on, get the shoes on and grab the bag..

I enjoyed myself I was my friend ” Boyfriend” for the night and with 500 people in the hotel we were the only 2 girls together…

And well she is my friend so I fix her hair if it looks bad, or she grabs my hand to walk.. So everyone tough we were lesbians.. which was a crack up..,

To the point a guy asked us if we were together… she said I was  hubby and he was like “You got a gorgeous wife.. and you got a gorgeous husband” , I saw a glow in his eyes. so I said ” yeah I’m a husband in the less lesbian way possible”.. and he LEFT!! just like that! haha!

Anyways was a lovely interesting night,, slept 2 hours that night to come to work but it was worth it.. it’s fun to play with people’s morbo.

oh  I WORE A DRESSSS with the prettiest shoesss and clutch!

This would be me posing:

This my real self:

and this was the end of me.. was so tired…

(Is not like that’s the only necklace I ever wear I got more jewellery.. this is just cheap advertising I do hahaha)

And I opted for silver bag and shoes to make a difference.. I always buy black or brown! It;s a nice change to have something shiny…

Well this was the story of my short marriage and dress wearing

Have you notice most people leave their activities for December?.. why? because people have money, time and because the Xmas spirit is in the air..

I am dying! .. I had a cocktail party for the jewellery school on Wednesday which was lovely I went with a friend of mine that’s a psychologist/literature teacher .. and we ended up in a cafe at 11 pm drinking carrot juice with a chicken sandwich talking about serial killers…

Got home at 1 am, woke up at 4am for another day at work…after work I had to go to the dancing thingy.. so I go downtown I find the most beautiful shoes did a bit of shopping and went to the studio.. danced until I fell on the ground saying “CAN’T DO NO MORE ”

So I get home at 11pm.. to get up at 4am..again… those mornings have been awful I have two alarm clocks one far away inside a closet and the other is near me with a difference of 5 minutes within each so it’s like a mad house when they get on….

Today I’m just sitting here numb .. I’m so damn tired.. not from the lack of sleep but from thinking of the weekend..

Today I got to work till 3pm and go to silversmith class from 3:30pm to 7pm.. then a friend wants to go dancing.. ( I can’t say no)… we leave like at 10pm.. and come back who knows when.. I got silversmith class again at 6am Saturday… until 1pm and then I have to go to a wedding.. Sunday my lil brother’s bday party…which mean blow bubbles and entertain babies..

So  I honestly don’t think I will be alive on Monday to write about the weekend..it’s good to have a busy mind that doesn’t allows me to remeber the sad things I don’t have the time you ..but still I want a BIG  bed..or those floating ones..