Simple things often turn so hard to achieve..
I don’t know, I’m not sure if I am doing things right sometimes but I just go towars what feels right.. and what feels right to me is to do things as simple as possible..
I am not talking work wise.. I am talking in my life, the person that I am I like to keep things basic.. everything I don’t dream of being rich and spending all my money, I don’t dream of becoming the ultimate jeweler designer and have galleries and reviews in magazines..
Sorry If I seem plain and dumb ..but i guess I could be plain and dumb but happy .. I want to have a house, live alone make jewelry all day , run the normal errands , go for walks with tango, go to the beach when i feel tired , look at the sun and eat gigant cookies..
There’s such beauty to listen to a song , to look at people walking by .. it makes me feel I don’t need more..( YES , you can think i’m a hippie dumbass but not quite..passed that stage already and now i don’t have anything to prove , don’t judge by the long hair )
Here’s the thing I am a bit weird in the sense that I like my balance and I like all these things that well are there available to all of us ,the so called simple pleasures..
But when something comes along that breaks this peace , this balance this tranquility it kills me and I get so stressed and down.. it’s silly when I am stressed I can’t do anything. I am blank .. like someone unplugged me I just want to take naps..
Ladies and gents I must tell you what happened to me.. why this talk , why this topic?
Someone sent me a link and said I should look at that.. and I found a lady online using my site.. saying that she had a jewelry business.. with my site.. To what point should we share our lives online ?
How sad and pathetic is to have to use someone else to draw attention to yourself? are you not good enough?
I felt bad.. then mad .. now I’m blank .. I reported the whole thing and first I though I’m gonna talk to her.. but is useless..
I wish I could scream this outloud: What is wrong with being ourselves? We are individuals and that;s the magic of it ..
Why copy, use , claim something is not yours? I don’t see how that would make anybody feel good using somebody else as a cover.. it would only make you more depressing , we all have it inside us, the ability to be original to create ..
I don’t get it …
It’s in there, look for it you could work anywere , live in any town , have nothing or have a lot but still you are you and nothing is gonna change that..
I am done with the topic..makes me sad in a deep level to be used like that..what am i ? And if you , you know who you are ever get to read this know that behind a website , an online image there is a person that lives day by day .. using the pictures the , the site MY WORK is using me ..
An yes I am very sensitive with this things , to me it is a big deal 
Hope you have a good sunday .. today I am not doing anything I am letting my brain rest and stop thinking for a while ..
The very stressed,
Nat
